This is my vision of Bella's mind - full of thoughts during the birth and her painful transformation into a vampire.
********************* "Edward. Edward. My life and his were twisted into a single strand. Cut one, and you cut both. If he were gone, I would not be able to live through that. If I were gone, he wouldn’t live through it, either. And a world without Edward seemed completely pointless. Edward had to exist.
Jacob — who’d said goodbye to me over and over but kept coming back when I needed him. Jacob, who I’d wounded so many times it was criminal. Would I hurt him again, the worst way yet? He’d stayed for me, despite everything. "
(S.Meyer, Breaking Dawn)
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The title of the picture: While creating I was listening to mystic music of Enigma like "Morphing thru time" - the beat was slow like Bella's heartbeat wich was to stop before her being fully transformed. I was thinking about this scene ... // *** !!! spoiler !!! *** / It was a long and painful transformation. Bella was conscious inside her mind, but first she couldn't and later: she didn't intend to show what she was feeling - that's why she is so calm, pale, motionless ... (I used the scene form 1st movie - Bella comes back to the situation) She is all alone inside her mind surrounded by darkness and her own thoughts, fighting in the name of ones she carred for.